Sunday, July 12, 2009
and i wanna make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time
baby if we're gonna do it, come we do it right.
you gotta start loving me right in time
4:24 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, July 10, 2009
You are the earth beneath my feet,
You are my gravity.
Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired.
Cause lately I've been tired, oh-so tired.
Late at nights when I feel alone, bury my head and tell me how much I hate me, it hurts so bad it gets hard to breathe, gasp for air to fall asleep.
I'm not okay.
But it doesn't matter anymore.
I'm in this alone, trying hard to be what I remember me to be, but I don't. I'm flipped inside out and walking backwards upside down and my feet is barely on the ground. Pushed too far too long, I've lost all sense of balance, hanging on extreme ends each time, and now everything is just too little too late.
I'm confused, so confused, I'm a playdoh going through constant remould, who am I supposed to be, am I supposed to be me? What is me? I'm so watered down I'm shapeless now.
Mould me back, please...somebody? Nobody.
It doesn't matter anymore.
12:49 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Everyone just loved to diss him while he was alive and kicking, but now that he's dead, we can't stop singing his songs in memory of him.
Oh the irony.
We never know what we've got til it's gone, a flaw in the mechanism of the way of we are.
(Sial, mechanism all... engineer talk much!)
So in the spirit of it all...
Okay fine, you got me, this is not MJ.
It's MJ and Kevin Liew morphed together.
QUITE funny rights? Hope Kevin doesnt get mad -.-
So I'll make up for it,
Megan Fox + Kevin Liew!
HAHAHHAHAHA... okok.
I stop I stop.
The site's damn fun lah.
The term's been okay so far, except for the freezing temperature I have to sit in everyday at block 23.
Dammit.
I couldn't get my Friday I'm In Love shirt in the end, the shirts were lost in transit :(
But the refund's back... still... sigh.
I need retail therapy for the sake of it.
ARGH.
Anyways, movie recommendation -
I LOVE YOU, MAN.
Fucking funny, I laughed throughout the whole show, so much that I felt embarrassed, and I rarely do feel that way -.-
Cause stupid Kevin act cool dint wanna laugh along with me.
Haiiiii~~~~
"I'm slapping the bass, mon, slapping dah bess"
HHAHAHAHAH
12:45 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
So anyways, I edited the whole blog.
Actually I mainly just changed the color-hue... but aiyah! It's still something.
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I've been going for practical lessons almost everyday, already into stage 2 now.
Keke is really pushing me to finish up as soon as possible :) So we could drive around.
He's really serious when it comes to driving!
So I kana scolded all the time by being so relaxed about it T_T
dui bu qi bao bei! @.@
Friday - 12/6
Went over Carol's in the afternoon, helped her and Teresa to take pictures for their blogshop.
While Karying kept braiding her hair for like the whole time.
Stayed for around 2 hours, then I had to go off to BBDC.
Wished I could hang longer, I missed them so much!
They went to an IT Fair afterwards, but I just went home :)
Went out to meet Kiew after his work for dinner.
Saturday - 13/6
Kiew had some Father's Day family dinner thingy, so I couldn't meet him.
Caught BLOOD with Shitty and Shorty at Cine.
I came pretty late, like 10minutes into the showtime, but when I got there, they were still queuing up to buy popcorn. =.=
The show was sooo crap lah can, the only thing funny was Shitty making fun of it throughout.
The movie left us craving for Jap food afterwards, and Shorty wanted to try out this ramen shop her friend was talking about.
We circled Cuppage Plaza several rounds,
and Shitty act cool slided down the handrails of the stairs and nearly slammed into the walls, before finally settling for some random Jap restaurant.
Couldn't understand most of anything on the Menu -.- No pictures or whatsoever.
They had this dish, "Something-Something-Something-Don"
So I asked the waitress, pointing to the first word, "What is this?"
"Pork."
Second word, "And this?"
"Pork also."
"Err... Okay... Then this leh?"
"Pork."
So basically in English it would have been Pork Pork Pork Don.
Joke -.-
I played safe and chose Chicken Curry Rice.
Shorty had a tiny bowl of soup with rice.
And Shitty's was noodle inside of a bowl of water with ice. LOL!
Went home right after dinner.
Lost my Fedora on the bus T______T
I was too engrossed playing Harvest Moon 3 on my handphone (it's a game for cool people only ok) and forgot that the hat was on my lap as I stood up and got off the bus.
Watched One Piece, ate a whole tube of Oreo with Meiji milk...
Awwwsome.
But my boyfriend thinks I'm a useless bum cause I sit at home all day just watching anime :(
I wish he'd watch it too! Then he'll know how it is and won't scold me liao :D
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Sunday- 14/6
Kiew took the whole day off work for our 4th monthiversary.
4 Months together, Banzai~!!!
We got to Sentosa in time for the early evening sun~
He said he wanted to tan to look more suited to me =.=
Anyways, he turned slightly more pink, and that was about it. HAHAHHA.
We were really thirsty when we got there, but I don't know why we didn't buy a drink at 7-11.
Instead we walked til there was a vending machine,
and Kiew queued (a bit of a tongue twister here) acting cool and all...
But just when it was our turn, the machine failed on us T_T
So baby started throwing a little tantrum and kept sulking, so I went to the nearest cafe/bar to get a bottle of Sprite for 3 bucks...
Daylight robbery ah! CB!
My sandals spoiled on the way back, and the soft sand made it hard for me to walk fast on my (still) retarded left ankle.
Me : "I just saw my senior working at the booth there!"
Kiew : "Hot guy right? You were chatting with him is it, no wonder you take so long to come back."
Me : "Yeap... and by the way, her name is Siti Suhailah or something"
Kiew : "Oink"
Okay he didn't say oink, I forgot what he said... HAHA, kana pwned. Bleah! :P
We took many many pictures with my gignormous hat,
Check out Kiew's erected right nipple LMAO
tmd stupid boy keep sulking whenever we take kissy photos! -.-
but sometimes I'm loved too :D
I'm glad I finally got hold of the camera for that day :)
We started digging a man-hole deep and wide enough to fit the both of us to relac in.
The sunset was beautiful :))) I felt so happy just being able to see it and take pictures.
awesome awesome golden hour...
Kiew tried to be a nice guy and helped a kid pick up a beach ball which the kid kicked down the shore,
and the kid got annoyed instead, damn funny! LOL.
"Dammit, I hate kids!"
We wanted to smoke but both our lighters failed on us, and finally much later, we spotted the first smoker on the beach since forever.
Ran up to the aunty and asked for her lighter, we were both too excited and clumsy or something, I know cause she looked at us with the expression "Noobkids" in her eyes.
Neh neh pok!
ILYVM :D
Left around 9pm, and spent the whole night out.
Although nothing was extravagant or anything, but we spent it in each other's arms.
And I want you to know that I could not ask for more :)
(except maybe to watch Hannah Montana! Haha!)
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Monday - 15/6
Stayed at home watching One piece.
Met Kiew for dinner after his work.
Tuesday - 16/6
Went for driving
One Piece
Kiew
Wednesday - 17/6
Driving
One Piece
Kiew
Yeah my holiday life damn eggciting, I know...right?
Thursday - 18/6
Went for driving, 3rd day in a row =.=
I'd clean forgotten all about Final Theory cause I haven't done any in quite a while,
and went for Practical lesson only, forgetting that I'd booked Practices and Evaluation before that.
It was only when I was already in the car, that I suddenly went "OH SHIT!"
And my instructor jam breaked =.=
I was more worried about how Kiew was gonna react rather than the missing of the slot itself.
Baby's very very very strict with me when it comes to driving! T___T
Lucky for me there was an evaluation slot after my practical too, I quickly booked it straight away.
Gathered all my courage to tell Kiew what happened, I dont know when the hell I became such a humji kia, damn embarrassing lah T_T
But I passed my evaluation within less than 4minutes and got 100%! WOOHOO~
So he couldn't scold me, neh neh ni poo poo!
Friday - 19/6
I had 2 practical driving lessons and am well into stage 2 now...
Kevin came down to BBDC, and we took bus 187 to Jurong Point to eat Xiao Long Baos and wait for Stanley.
But when we reached DinTaiFung, Kiew realized he lost his phone.
The day went downhill from there for a while...
The 3 of us got to Bedok, and hung out with a few friends...
Went to Stanley's place to watch 28 Days Later on his hugeass screen, and crashed for the night.
Saturday - 20/6
Took a cab down to get Kiew to work... 10minutes late.
Heh... nevermind that.
I came back home to wash up then left to meet Shitty at Panjang to sit around and 'jam' new songs that she wrote.
Kiew came by after work, and Shitty hired him as her groupie. Hahah...
We took many videos, gotta wait for the shithead to send them first.
Blah blah blah... It's 5am now, Kiew has finally gone to sleep,
and I'm on ep74 for One Piece.
Gonna crash when it ends.
2:19 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Every... except, well, Hannah Montana T______T
My boyfriend feels too cool to sit in a cinema with me to watch my all time favourite Disney show~
I kept trying to convince him, "Cmon lah! She has the best of BOTH worlds leh!"
Just doesn't work :x I wonder why...
I weeli weeli like Hannah Montana, I'm not ashamed to admit it! HMPH
You can't judge me.... Nuuuuu~
I like Suite Life of Zac and Cody too, and Drake and Josh, Fairly OddParents, Wizards of Waverly Place, and and the list goes on and onnn....
The lamer the better, cause that's just how highly intellectual I am.
I'm gonna set up a petition or something to legally force Kevin to watch the movie with me.
We caught Drag Me To Hell and State Of Play recently.
Both really good movies, especially the horror one, I would know, cause I had my eyes shut half the time.
But Kiew kept trying to pry my hand away from my eyes or ears... evil.
It was like a comedic horror movie, with Justin Long and a random Indian dude for the extra oomph!
It had the annoying mexican christian lady from Henry Poole, a lead female character who looks really kayoot, a talking goat, and a stereotypical job-snatching-and-scared-of-parents Chinese calefare.
How to be scared liddat?!
But the scare is there uh, they didn't even bother to like build up a climax or whatever, it's just right smack in your face at regular intervals.
It's like BAM! AAAAH!... HAHAHA... AAAAH!
I dare, I double dare you to stare the picture below for a whole minute, no worries, it's not a gif image.... or is it? Heh.
Never ever offend weird gypsy looking women, damm she's scarier than the devil itself.
And bloody annoying too.
State of Play, as recommended by radios and critics, is nice cause they have a good lineup.
And, Rachel McAdams is pretty effing hawt much?
The same dumb gorgeous blonde in The Hot Chick and Mean Girls, good ol chick flick comedies, taking on a role of a serious reporter... But she's still hot and kayoot. Nuff said.
I just started watching One Piece lately, I'm up to episode 20 now, while munching on one nutella spreaded bread after another.
About 400+ more episodes and 10000 more pieces of bread to go! WOO!... apparently it's the longest running anime ever.
Just as well, since holidays are coming.
Well...right after my paper tomorrow....
It's too late, it's too soon, it's too late, it's too soon or is it
tick... tick... tick... tick...
tick... kaBOOM!
damm i love this song.
4:27 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
- Alex Collier on the words of his Andromedian teacher.
I have finally finished watching the twelve 10 minute clips on the interview of Alex Collier in the 1990's.
The whole talk of other lifeforms in the universe, and beyond actually, was really hard to swallow. Although I have always believed there were other planets just like Earth, probably hundreds of them out there, if not a parallel universe that mirrors ours.
And I was never an Alien or Reptilian fan, but as I've said,
I can't help but not be satisfied with the way things are, with the inconsistency of answers we're given... And so I'm always thinking about all these things and questions that, sadly to say, not even my Mom comprehends or understands me on.
And I feel myself getting closer to an answer now. The real big picture of it all.
And when I realize these things, I can't describe just how much I want to share them so badly,
I want people to know the things I do, to see the truths or to move on with me, but more and more I know I just sound a tad bit more crazier each time.
I spent so much effort in Secondary school days trying to get people, like Choonsoon (sorry to keep using your name), not to 'sell himself' to the Church.
It worked. Only beause I am super annoying.
But then I'm just seen as an Anti-Christ.
And because I am an ANTI-something, I become the bad guy somehow.
But I'd rather be a bad guy, if that's what it takes to get my messages through.
I desperately want to be understood, but it just doesn't happen overnight, even if I keep fighting for it, even a few years isn't enough...
I think the understanding of a larger than life concept is the evolution of your mind as you grow up, and that is why you could never drill your beliefs into another's head.
The first unconscious step that happened at a really young age,
was loving Earth and acknowledging it as a "Mother" (in my terms), then slowly has a living entity of its own.
As ONE single entity, instead of the different continents, different countries, different states, different races, different religions.
The next step took place in a state of full awareness in my mind though - the 'awakening', not of, but from, Religions.
The realization that the blind adoration of a single God has brought about so much conflicts and bloodshed, the realization that all of that is wrong.
To be brought into faith with fear, and to be controlled by fear in the name of faith.
Religion was then and is still now a weapon of manipulation, to tell us
"Hey, here is your answers, look no further, ask no more, for if you do, you will go to Hell."
And then, I guess it made me mad, for myself, for people I care about to people I don't even know.
Cause everyone is getting used in a sense, and most of us still don't know it.
And once you have taken that step to cast away the restrictions of a God from your mind.
Only then, can you start looking deeper into the meaning of life, and how things are.
To me, life is a self-evolution process, to grow on a mental and spiritual level
- The nurturing of our souls, which my friends would taunt me for even thinking there is a 'Soul'.
But nevermind that.
It's hard to do all this, I know, sometimes I feel like shit cause I even as I know these things, I am still stuck in this 'system', and I can't do anything about it.
A monetary system, where you have to earn papers, with injected values according to the very men who control them, to survive.
You work to earn. You study to work.
And that's your whole life basically.
With a routine like this, we're too absorbed with ourselves, with our materialistc needs and wants,
with the meals that we need to lay on the table, the bills that we need to pay, etc etc,
It becomes hard to have empathy for others,
slowly but surely we become selfish beings too caught up with ourselves.
And that's when the love of power overcomes the power of love. (quote of Zeitgeist)
The system has it so that we degrade ourselves eventually, and pass on thinking we've done everything we could in life.
Which is just bulls.
I am going to sound like a hippy, but all and all.
Love is the answer.
Not just affection for your family, your lover, or your friends, but for everyone else.
To see yourself as one with the rest of the world.
I want to go on and on and on about this...
But I'm late for BBDC...
my materialistic need for a driving license.
sigh.
12:39 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Meaning next week is my common test.
Well I have only one paper to sit for because I have been debarred from the other.
Yeah it's pretty fucked, but I've done everything I can to fix the situation, just there's nothing left to do.
I'm going for Final Theory Practices at BBDC later, was spose to meet Shitty and Shorty for movie today, but it didnt work out.
But I can meet Kiew after his work later :D
Speaking of work, has anyone got holiday job lobang, share pweese kthnx.
We just finished watching Ocean's 11, 12 and 13 together, sitting at the fitness corner of his place, with snacks and all.
I like doing that =/ it has a nice warm fuzzy relac relac feeling to it :)))
My sister keeps listening to oldies and oldies ONLY nowadays, it's getting to me too.
But it's mostly Beatles so it's okay,
Ob-la-di~ Ob-la-da~ Fa-la-la-la~ Life goes on~~~
I still haven't gotten her anything belated for her 16th birthday. I am a lousy stupid broke sister.
Money pweese!!!
Daddy's birthday is coming too, but I can't decide if I care enough about him.
I want a camera of my own, or a better phone. (it rhymes sia)
I want to hit the beach a gazillion times during holidays, until I turn chao-da, and take many happy smiley photos in the day and blend into the dark at night, but Kiew will just become super pink or something probably.
I have alot of things I want to buy from F21, they've got this USD$35 international shipping rate promotion thingy...
But I don't think Mom's gonna let me touch her card any time soon.
Maybe I should open a spree...
Okay I'm lazy, nevermind.
Gotta wait for the Threadlesses to come in anyways.
Okay, tata~
11:22 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, June 05, 2009
12:52 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Monday, June 01, 2009
I was planning to writing a long entry, but I'm too sleepy now to.
Kiew and I stayed up at town on Saturday night til like 2am just to catch Monster VS Aliens in 3D, at the Cathay.
We went there the night before, and the night before that, but the tickets were all sold out.
So we caught Terminator and Henry Poole on those 2 nights.
Henry Poole was a joke lah -.- Like 4 people left the cinema halfway, and at the end of the movie, there were only us and 3 other people in the whole cinema.
It's a Christian thing... just won't work.
People wanna see robots and cars and aliens, not Jesus on someone's wall.
Terminator - I had no idea the Batman dude was the main actor there...
Until I realized he was pretty short-tongued, especially when he said "Tiss iht not rai-gth."
I dont know why I found that so amusin, is it just me? Do you find that amusing too?
It's BATMAN! And he gets all the serious roles but he speaks like that!
That's funny!... Okay, I'm just easily amused.
More amused with the apperance of the ex-terminator aka Governor of California - ARNOLD SWA-SER-NEG-GARRRRRL~
And the phrase "Come with me if you want to live."
and last but not least... the timeless "I'll be back."
Monsters Vs Aliens is awwwsome lah.
I wish I have super powers or am a mutant in some way, but then I'm already a monster, so it's not that bad.
I realize I don't blog the way I used to anymore.
Where I'd label the day and try to squeeze my brains out at the end of the week to remember or summarize what happened in the week itself.
But usually I just like talking about random stuff that no one cares about...
And Kiew was sad, he thinks I dont care about him anymore... cause I never take pictures, although I never really used to, and never note down what we do.
Stupid boy :) Of course I care about you, I just didnt think too much into it.
Don't be a silly girlfriend anymore... I love you.
When someone becomes the very basic fundamental of your life, like the beating of your heart or the breathing of your lungs, you just don't note the most important things of your life down as much anymore. But that doesn't make you any less of anything :)
(Sweet right? Damn sweet right? I'm gonna copyright that)
And it had been a really rough time for the both of us, maybe that might have contributed a tiny bit to the whole factor.
But now that you'll be a happy bobo again, I'd love to drown you in camera flashes again soon! and yes I am a little lazy and late with uploading... but but but good things take time to come...
So smile :) eeediot!
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I've missed deadline for quite a few assignments.
Quizzes coming up this week.
And the next is Common Test... am I ready?
No I am not... but hook or crook I gotta pass.
But the week after that is holidayssss... and hell yeah I'm ready for that.
So much for a short entry eh, I am really sleepy, I just happen to type really fast I guess.
Oh yeah, random updates.
I passed my Basic Theory Test, in like what... 6minutes. Oh yeah oh yeah~
And and and, I ordered Threadless some time back.
I got me a Friday I'm in Love shirt... it's fucking cute lahhhhh...
You gotta know the lyrics if not it wouldn't make an sense.
So here it is... It's a really weird cover, but I think it's cute :)
I don't care if monday's blue.
Tuesday's grey and wednesday too.
Thursday I don't care about you.
It's friday I'm in love.
Monday you can fall apart.
Tuesday wednesday break my heart.
Oh Thursday doesn't even start.
It's friday I'm in love.
Saturday wait.
Sunday always comes too late.
But friday never hesitates.
I don't care if monday's black.
Tuesday wednesday heart attack.
Thursday never looking back.
It's friday I'm in love.
Monday you can hold your head.
Tuesday wednesday stay in bed.
Oh thursday watch the walls instead.
It's friday i'm in love.
Goodnight world, goodnight love :D
12:20 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, May 29, 2009
and here I am, waking up 2hours later.
Damn gek, especially after realizing
1 - I over-napped
2 - My contact lenses are still on and all dried and fucked up
3 - Wishing I didn't wake up to realize the first 2
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I really should be using the new blog, but I can't move til you do. Act up to your words please? :(
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And on a brighter note,
Henry Poole had a happy ending after hammering down his wall and having the house collasp on him, so it wasn't that bad for us and the 3 other audience there with us.
Couldn't do much after the movie, on tight budget and school night.
Took bus back to Bukit Panjang to go home, saw night market, walked along the whole stretch, bought random food and drinks, and Love's got me a terribly cute ring :)))
So fun, all the nice random stuffs, I remembered the feeling of thrilled-ness that I got when I was a kid... Except I can't play inside the blown up playground anymore.
Sadded ah :(
Can anyone help think of a lohmantic place with aircon anot huh?
Stress ah, I'm a bad boyfriend I'm a bad boyfriend!
Oh wait =o I'm the girlfriend! :)
But still, PUHWEEZE uh. Thank you.
1:40 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions
I can't see them clearly
I don't care, no, I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do
I don't mind, I don't care
As long as you're here
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same
Fuck, damn emotional lah the song, with the short movie all...
I prefer this to the free hugs video version, which's got 50million views -.-
And and and I swear the girl in the video is Avril Lavigne's long lost twin sister or something!
Funny that everytime I wanna talk about 2 people looking alike (or two creatures in the case of Kevin and Piglet),
they magiclly become twins, not just any twins, but long lost twins... just for the extra oomph! y'know?
Just a self reflecting funny thought...
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Here's where I bore you to death with the same ol' May
Hafiz, my new classmate, aka "The Alien Dude", has been sharing stories, or rather, his beliefs with me and Choowee about... well... aliens -.-
And it's really interesting, as stupid as it sounds, just the word "Aliens" itself...
And somehow all of this makes more sense to me than any religious take on life, with Buddhism coming closest to being non-bullshit... but then again, I've never considered Buddhism a religion, in fact Buddha never claimed himself to be God, and by religion, we mean the absolute blind adoration of a single unseen One.
But this whole alien theology screws up my wiccan beliefs though, not that I mind... I think I have an open minded approach towards this whole bigger than life matter.
Cause I feel that the only way we can really progress mentally/spritually is when we give everything a chance to be accepted.
10:06 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
How do I get closer to you
When you keep it all on mute
How will I know the right way to love you
I wanna hit you just to see if you cry
Keep knocking on wood
Hoping there's a real boy inside
If the past is the problem
Our future could solve them baby
I could bring you to life if you love me inside, baby
a bunch of broken parts and i cant seem to find your heart
imsuchafoolimsuchafoolimsumchafool.
but i've never lied to you :(
11:04 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
i've pictured sitting,
just me and you
I remember when I first heard this song, and for quite a long time there was no available source for its lyrics anywhere.
Finally... there is! I love this song~~~ the bass sounds niceee too.
On a side note,
Keke's got his license orlehdeee!!!!
Yay him~ :DDD
And he's gonna brush up by driving around with his dad after work later, so I wont be meeting him...
Gonna go help out at Mom's shop instead... need Ka-ching-ching-ching anyways.
My next follow up at the hospital is next week, hope there's improvement in them bones, cause I'm not feeling any.
Damm...
12:44 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, May 22, 2009
I woke up and vomitted water out, again and again although there was nothing, the feeling sucks!
Scully is swine flu o.o
......CB.
i want to sleep.
i want to hug you to sleep :(
2:48 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
make it right... please.
3:02 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
just don't let me down.
I think Lily looks awwwesomely cute here :o
And this is a really nice cover, better than the Kooks' version itself in my opinion.
I'm gonna leave for school soon, some seminar thingy at 1615.
I crave PizzaHut so badly... but I'm only left with 8 bucks for today and tomorrow T_T
Kiew is cutting his hair later, finalfuckingly :D
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention this, but I've cut my hair too, quite some time back, no more kuku bangs, Kiew hated my hair so much!
Stupid boys, think girls are just about hair and nothing else.
I'm gonna buy him a wig to make out with in the future. MUAHAHHAHA.
Well, I got us matching anklets yesterday, ever since the nurse at the NUH snipped my old one off :( I was left feeling weird for the next few days without it.
It was soooo pretty and it was a permanent accessory so it felt really seasoned, like a part of me, like the butterfly necklace.
But the new anklets are a bit wax-ish, so it slipped off even with a dead knot... Kiew just lost his already today :( Hope he finds it back later.
I hate walking on wet floor during rainy days, fear for my fucking life, spine and ankle man.
Can't take another fall, it'll be the end of me.
But sun's out and bright today... ohhhsome!
Good day folks!
3:19 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
TIGHTS NOT = PANTS
(click it leh!)
which is basically about the grossness of people wearing tights as pants.
I've mentioned it before, the one where people wear normal tops with tights which exposes every inch of the shape of their bumbum.
And oh yeah, I just spent the past 30minutes slacking in an empty classroom with Choowee,
editting the picture that Christine took with Ethan Ruan Jing Tian.
I've photoshopped myself beside him in her place instead.
MUAHAHAHAHHAHA
Cheap thrills and free kicks or what!
And oh yeah oh yeah~
I tried YONG TAU FOO for the first time in my life today, at Makan Place with Kiew.
Shiok sia the dumplings and the seaweed chickens.
3:51 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
I can't believe this happened to you
Sitting alone in the library trying to pass my 5 hours break from since 10am.
Listening to Hell Song, Only One and I Feel So over and over again.
I fucking love Hell Song, it still gives me the same vibe it did back when I was barely 14.
It was hard tryna find a video for this cause of youtube's copyright issue.
But hey, AMVs are cool too!
Maybe I should start watching BLEACH again =/ hmmmm
ICHIGO!!!! ...BANKAI! :D
Kevin's break time is at 12, one more hour to go before I can have my lunch :D
Hungry like fuck siol!
I was spose to wake him up today for class, I'd thought his lesson was at 12, turned out it started at 9am, sorry babe!
I got to school pretty much on time again, been doing that for a few days now, mighty proud of myself, booyah!.
I was cross a mini-road to the lecture's block, and okay, it's a zebra crossing right, a mini-one, and Ngee Ann placed one security dude there to 'control' the traffic.
Just thought I'd mention it, cause I think it's ridiculous to be defeating the purpose of the stripes.
I mean, cmon ZebraEffingCrossing, plus I raise my right hand sometimes even, so just fucking let me go first.
And the security dude anyhow signal one, I would know :D Cause I'm taking basic theory test soon!
Dammit, I really need to take a piss.
But Im too lazy to pack my things just to go toilet T_T
I wish Kiew would just teleport beside me right now.
Yesterday, the 2 of us plus TS and Stanley went bowling at CDANS.
We suck balls man.... both the bowling ones and our own.
Cause we take out a piece of our ribs like Marilyn Manson, DIY ftw!
HAHAHHAHA... Eeeeeyerrrr, why so crude May?!
Just kidding lah =.= Just damn bored and trying to distract my bladder, I also no extra package downstairs right, gosh.
Anyways, I bowled like 0-0 most of the time, but I got a double strike for last round.
Take that motherfuckers! :D
Gonna upload pictures of our bowling poses next time, Kiew's pose super cool lah, like some dancing mexican bull fighter.
Wahlao, don't laugh at him lah! He's a special boy okay.
ROFLWPIMP.
(roll on floor laughing while pissing in my pants)
I love abbrevs, don't you just lurrrrrrrve abbrevs?
(I'm not tryna act cool here by using short forms, I just can't spell the full word. =/)
The cool kids got their TMAI (tell me about it),
I've got my BIDWTTYL (but i don't want to tell you leh).
Okay ah, but seriously... fuck abbreviations man.
And yes, I just googled it. =/
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Tomorrow is Kevmon's 3rd month! :D
Kevmon is like me + Kevin, gettit?
If we have a kid, and if it turns out looking halfway between a Pokemon and a Pig, and that's what we'll call him.
Kevmon, I choose you!
Now go do your homework!
Why so lame May?
I don't know... I really don't know.
Maybe it's the time of the month soon =/ hmmmm
Anyways I can't spend Thursday with Kiew cause my class gotta do some stage set up for this Karaoke Competition thingy,
I don't know why the school's making such a big deal out of it, not like it's gonna be shown on TV or something.
But yeah lah, it's quite a weightage of our grades, so bo bian.
Today is just the rehearsal, but the teacher said we'll be there til about 2359 latest.
Punkass ah, like saying $9.99 liddat.
And the actual day is expected to be even longer cause need to pack up all the equipments after the show.
Fucking school dont wanna pay for transport home, we've got people living in Msia and stuff.
So, the class booked 4 units in the foreign students hostels for both Wednesday and Thursday night, sounds like a good plan, but I'd rather spend $$ on cab home.
Thank Goddess Stanley is staying over at Kiew's place these few days so can keep him company in place of me :)
I just hope they don't too carried away with the role playing and end up making out.
Yucks!
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We're gonna go jamming on Friday after school, at like 8pm.
WOOOHOOO.
We finally got a lead guitarist, and Stanley's taking over the bass.
And maybe TS is in the band too, he's gonna play the triangle or tambourine of some sort.
So we can achieve this contemporary alternative pop punk emo rock core sound.
Okay it's 12 now, WOOOHOOO.
WEI JIE, NI ZAI NA LI?????? :o
KUAI DIAN CHU LAI!!!
10:58 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
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*EAGLE EYE is an effing awesome movie can?!!!!
I'm not just saying it because there's Shia LaBeouf inside, the whole movie overall was just damn nice... shan't say anymore, I can feel a spoiler at the tips of my fingers already.
*Speaking about Shia... I first saw him on TV as the stupid irritating boy from Even Stevens.
When the hell did this idiot grow up to be such a HAWWWTIE.
AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!
OOOOOH!
WAHLAO EH! COME TO MAMA! :DDD
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(this below is new btw)
Yay to Transformers coming soon!
The one movie you can actually watch Megan not make her usual bitchy villain face,
and watch Shia be his normal awesome funny self~
HO HO HO!
*sings "Shia LaBeouf" over and over again in the tune of Disturbia*
(inside joke for Kevin/Liew/Kiew/Kekekun)
AND BY THE WAY, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
Not like anyone of you reading my blog are mothers, hopefully...
Cause that would mean you're a really young mother, or you're my really old mother.
Either of which, is bad.
Okok wait, only the latter is bad.
Young mothers banzai~!!!
...hmmm =/
I just went to see my newborn cousin today,
He looks like my Grandpa... or, rather, he looks like a grandpa.
He looks like he could've been the actor for The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, for the character when he was a baby.
I really hope my aunty doesn't read this blog. :X
And just in case she does, I think he's really cute in his special way, and might even grow up to look like Brad Pitt, marry a tomb raider and adopt many many babies when he grows up.
Yeah, cause we normal people all do that on a daily basis waad.
1:17 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, May 08, 2009
Fly away on my zephyr,
I feel it more than ever,
And in this perfect weather,
We'll find a place together.
In the water where the scent of my emotions,
All the world can pass me by,
Fly away on my zephyr.
We're gonna live forever.
<3
12:22 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Cause he's such an old nerd -.-
Maybe he's like a closet sexy old school rocker. HAHAHHA
And he's teaching me the same module 2 semesters in a row,
Today's the first time since the start of the term that I've shown up for his morning class, and Choowee isn't here with me to celebrate it. LOL.
It's not that I wanna skip classes, I never ever had the intention,
I just have a problem with waking up =/
It's the 5-more-minutes-mom! disease,
then Mom herself, dozes off on my sister's bed while trying to wake me =.=,
and I get up like 30minutes to an hour later... so much for 5 more minutes.
Not just my parents, my own boyfriend is now nagging me to be on time for school >.<
Mom's sorta taken desperate measures, she told me I'd get 20bucks each time I'm in time for school for morning classes.
So YAY me! I earned my first 20bucks today! :D
May Goes To School On Time, Banzai!
BANZAI!!!~~~
I got up early enough to watch soccer with my Dad this morning,
he's sad cause Chelsea is out, kana owned at last 2minutes of injury time.
Tsk tsk.
And oh yeah, sidetrack sidetrack, I bought a Sweep ticket a few weeks back....
and.... I won
NOTHING!
...Dammit.
Disappointment doesn't mean you gotta lose faith.
Keep believing... I'll keep believing in you.
9:56 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Monday, May 04, 2009
MY ETHAN RUAN...
at MediaFuckingCorps cause they get to go the Star Awardsssss...!!!!
I'm more gaga over him than I was for Ikuta Toma (Hana Kimi Japan), and Kim Jong Hoon (Princess Hours).
He's so hot and so cuuuute laaaah! T___T
So hot that I would watch TWO taiwanese dramas cause he's in it, Fated To Love You and currently, My Queen, and I've never liked watching taiwanese dramas before.
Wahlao eh, I'm so jealous I think I'm going to explode.
...KaBoom!
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I am now sitting at school's Block 56 alone waiting for lesson to start at 3 :(
venting out my frustration of not being able to be within 50m radius of Ethan Ruan on my blog.
My new classmates are off playing L4D for 3 hours at the new Clementi Mall, and Kevin went in for his lessons already...
So lonely :(
Endure... Endure... Next semester my classmates will be back.
Then I can see Shitty's fugly hair and listen to Justin's crap everyday again.
The class later is my fave this semester, something something about world issues from local perspective.
I dont know if it's weird, but as much as I hate doing projects, I like doing presentation.
I like talking I guess... It's this one time I get to share my perspective with everyone while people have no choice but to actually listen to me for once.
And actually there's an assignment to hand up later, but I have no idea how to get about doing it, cause I have no friends in the class to tell me what to do :(
Maybe I should try harder to not be sarcastic today, then people will help me out!
Yeah, cause it's that easy waad... shit me.
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Speaking of the new Clementi Mall (I have no idea what its real name is), I think it's awwwsome.
It's so small, but it has almost everything we heartlanders need :)
Everything except a Cinema... dammm.
The LAN shop there is like what, 3 bucks for 3 hours, coooolio!
Anyways, they even have RAMEN TEN! - my fave ramen stall everrrrrrr!
Now no need go Far East Plaza just to eat Ramen10 liao! :D
Best still, it's built together with this Sushi stall thingy right, so there's all these random sushi plates to grab down while enjoying the ramen.
AND IT'S MOSTLY JUST 99CENTS ONLY!
Ate there with Kekekun a few days back only, shiok :D
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Got my ass into class now, first one in, for the first time.
Just sitting down eating the soft cake rolls that liew passed to me...
Okay, there went my last bite.
People are starting to flow in, I see this indian dude, he looks really familiar, actually he looks alot like Sham, except he isnt as short or fat.
Teacher, Mr Don, keep asking the class
"How is everybody feeling?... No really. How is everybody feeling?" (swine flu)
LOL - he's quite a comedian.
One time he was telling us about the time the gahmen (govt) introduced the IC, and he was getting his info filled up at the counter.
"So she asked my name, birthdate and etc etc.
But the stupid thing was when she asked 'Sex?'
And I stepped back at looked at her, *look up and down at himself*, what the hell does she think?"
HAHHAHAHA.
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I've got Basic Theory lesson later, I missed class 2 times, and this is a replacement session.
I did my B.T. Evaluation just yesterday though, got full marks!
WOOHOOO~
and first one out somemore, so psyched about it!
B.T. test at end of this month, Liew is getting his license in 3 weeks.
YAY to spending late nights out without wasting money on cab!
BANZAI~~
2:02 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, May 01, 2009
I want this month to be an awwwsome month!
Here's to 30 days of... ME!
Yay me~ :D
Anyways, I sorta realized this a few days back.
That, I'm quite strange (what took me so long right?)...
No no, not enough to be a freak or something, just a bit queer, that's all.
Like y'know, I sometimes sing to myself while walking alone,
(oh dont give me that, you know you're guilty of it too!)
or I'll hum with my teeth closed,
so I can still act cool, and I'm always afraid someone's gonna hear me and think I'm weird.
But after all, there's nothing weird about it right, I mean I sing out loud all the time when I'm with friends, so it should be okay if I did it while alone too.
Well this one time, while walking to class the other day, some lone dude walked past me, minding his own biz singing a tune,
and I almost immediately made a face and said "Weirdo." under my breath.
Yeah, cause I'm so cool and different from him waad.
Shit me =.=
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And I also realized, I'm not exactly super good at communicating with people.
I don't come across as the most friendliest person you'd meet.
Chances are, if you don't know me, you'll most probably think I'm an asshole.
Cause this one time, during my last IS-Class.
Turned out this dude I knew before was in the same class, and he said out loud across the room.
"May! Omigod! It's you!"
I turned around and what I wanted to say was,
"Oh hey! Nice to see you here too man."
But what I said was,
"Oh your god! It's me!"
And I do that to alot of people, if not everyone, on a daily basis.
It's just this first reaction problem, I know what I should say, but I'm so used to blurting out sarcasm.
And people close to you, yeah they get you, but the rest of the world doesnt.
I hope I dont accidentally offend anyone too seriously in the future.
:X
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SWINE FLU OUTBREAK
Schools are gonna start making us take our temperatures soon.
Ah, the good old SARS days eh? :)
Here is an effective method to prevent getting the swine flu.
As we all know, the outbreak started in Mexico right?
So... don't make out with a Mexican, and you should be fine. ;)
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Gonna meet Kekekun to go get his "badboy" jacket :D
He just lost his black Springfield hoodie at Makan place a few days ago, on Wednesday.
It's has white lines that makes diamond-shaped patterns, and it probably has dried up tissues in its pockets.
If anyone happens to pick it up, please be kind and return it to either of us, poor boy's freezing without it. :(
P.S. - do not touch the dried up tissues, you've been warned!
3:54 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Monday, April 27, 2009
What if I sacrifice the world for you?
What if I stay? What if I think of it too much
And I sit within these walls of slow motion?
6:20 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Then don't bring them to my eyes.
...Please.
1:19 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Sometimes I fear of losing myself,
Sometimes I fear of turning into something I never wanted to be,
Sometimes I fear me.
But I won't let this build up inside of me...
2:23 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
Friday, April 24, 2009
except, Youtube has removed the audio to my video :(
So then I used this random song from the selections to replace it...
and I really like it, but I couldnt download it anywhere, so yeah, I had to rip it off my own video page itself and cut and covert bla bla.
Just ask me for the song if anyone likes it :))
Anything But Joey - Sunburn
"I can't wait to fall for you"
And I'll say, "Me too!"
:D
Aaaah, the good old days :)
I fucken miss the girls T_T, school just isn't the same anymore without them...
I have 18 hours of break a week, and I spend most of it alone watching dramas in the library.
T_______T
WHYYYY! WHY did I fail my modules!!! AAAAH.
Anyways, I'm off to meet Liew after work, and then we're gonna head down to Geylang together with TS and meet his friends to........
HA! Psyched! what were you thinking? mass orgy meh.
Of course it's supper lah, eeeediots.
7:47 PM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
nothing in this world could ever make you feel better than I do.
You said,
no one in this world could ever take away all this from you.
All I want, is a chance
to fall into you.
12:35 AM
AERNIDIUS IS DA BOMB!
HARLEQUIN GIRL♡
May Mon
WANTS
HELLOS/GOODBYES
LINKS
99 dreams I have had
In every one, a red balloon
(short term)
*save up to $1k in bank
(long term)
*burma's democracy.
*a job i'll love
*a tiny tribal/butterfly tattoo =D
*brody dalle